* hEaRtaChe *

2007-01-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

the flowers were very sweet! esp since its e flowers i love.. but it didnt manage 2 move my heart.. mayb im heartless ba.. im reali reali truely sorry tt i hurt u so badly.. a lot of ppl sure ting im evil ba.. sigh.. but den i reali wish u all e best wif life.. u'll surely fine some1 beta though i noe now u have ur fears le.. sigh..... jia you wif life wor.. i noe im evil 2 say such tings ba...

2007-01-04T12:16:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i reali hope u'll let me go.. n tt u'll truely b free fr dis pain n hurt i've caused u.. 1 day u'll let me go de.. sometimes in life u need 2 noe when to let go.. den life wun seem so terrible 2 live... sigh..suan le..i oso dun noe wat more 2 tell u le.. u noe i wun be tt hard hearted.. but 1 ting i wan 2 get dis clear.. i wun get soft hearted le.. dis time im sure of wat i want.. of my

2007-01-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

all i can say now is... I'm truely very sorry... i noe sayin sorry wun make ur pain go away.. mayb i was in the wrong not to tell u when my feelings started to fade.. i noe its not fair 2 juz end us like tt aft 3yrs 10mths of the rs.. but, if i dun end now, it'll b more unfair to you.. you'll onli hurt and fall harder.. so plz.. plz try 2 accept dis fact can? by accepting, the pain n wounds would

2006-12-29T16:58:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i updated.. many tings happened in juz a few days.. aiyo.. weird feelings sia.. a mixture of feelings.. both good and bad ba i muz say.. kind of in a wrong mood rite now so cant reali tink of wat to say.. so shall juz end here ba..takecare all.. ^^

2006-12-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

im so bored~!! 2day is another boring day at ops rm..lol..but ok la..did managed 2 crap ard wif si yan, beng guan, hui yi n daphne.. ^^ ooh a bit wif mr chong oso.. but as usual happy moments are short-lived.. so now im bored again~! lol.. ytd was christmas..surprisingly a lot of ppl wished me dis yr.. ^^ thx to all!! ^^ miss every1 to bits man.. christmas was spent mostly at hm..lol.

2006-12-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

ytd nearly got scoldin fr ms chia again~ lol. lucky wif mr chong help we escaped! lol.. heng heng~ ^^ ytd was a borin day as well lo..but went to gym aft sch ytd!! lol. actually not to e gym. poh eng changed her mind n we went 2 run at e track instead..lol..she pro sia..ran non stop for 12 rounds!!! omg! i run non stop 2rounds wanna die le lo..nvm!! next wk again!! muz start 2 exercise le..lol..

2006-12-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

was a boring day sia..but bad ting is got scolding again..as usual..seems like almost everyday kana scoldin from Ms Chia sia.. sigh.. y we always do wrong?! always forget tings?! lol. hmm.. hopefully we'll be more alert soon!! if not will die of heart attack soon sia..lol..she so fierce we oso dun dare 2 approach her sometimes..aiyo... but work is gettin veri routine nowadays..lol..den a bit sian

2006-12-18T13:08:00.000+08:00

ops... veri sai kang job sia.. fr admin to .... cannot even define the work load! lol. dis morning did stationary requisition, den found out some tings were out of stock.. den told ms lim abt it. she told ms chia. den kana scolded.. haiz.. den i suay suay was e onli ops in e rm LOL.. den was asked to check wat ting was left in the cupboard..so many types of stationary sia!! lucky Yong Quan got

2006-12-15T10:54:00.000+08:00

Went to paul's and zhen yan's blog juz now. interesting entries..lol..was laughing as i read oso..yeap.. saw this quiz ting in zhen yan's blog n decided to do it *since i've got nth 2 do now..*However, the pic to post in my blog is TOO BIG! lol.so shall juz type everyting out by myself.. hmm..i tink its quite true though..lol.. so..here is the result for the quiz:The Bubble:Wow! You totally

2006-12-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

decided to take off the password tingy. lol. so tt now every1 can see..yeap.. dun tink will update sad sad tings here le ba..dun wanna keep bad memories oso ^^ currently rotting at ops rm..haha..ms chia not ard so shall surf e net for a new blogskin! haha..tired of e current 1 le..LOL.. i miss my fam!! all my frdx!! my cousin!! my baby!! n ESP MY DAD!! sigh..hope dad's well in Bangkok..hugs n

2006-12-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

now in ops rm.super sian sia..tot come ops will b veri veri SUPER bz! but den i was wrong..haha.. or mayb we fin doin our tings fast ba..so become nth 2 do..haha.. im officially broke! haha..need 2 start savin money for baby's pressie..den still got a lot of tings 2 get sia..plus still own mr chong a meal since we lost e bet..lol..die..!! everyting oso need money..!! so muz save save n save!!

2006-12-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

2day started MSC ops. hmm..e job scope is veri big..!! but den good oso la..get 2 learn new tings.. yeapyeap..hopefully i can dun b so blur aft dis ba.. ^^ sigh..reali sad emrs gone le..no..wrong..is my batch of emrs ended le..sigh..sad..i'll miss all e times there..the OTs..e fun time spent..mr chong lame sentence..e laughters, the frustrations..frdship there..everyting..!! yeap.. but glad tt

2006-12-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

last wed went out wif cousin again! hmm..went back sch for a while for feedback session..aiyo reali a while nia..lol..den i reach le..he called me ask where m i..he tot i will b late again~! lol.. lucky i not late..haha..den went to watch "happy feet" LOL.. nice show leh..e baby penguins very very cute leh~!! wahahaha..b4 tt went to ps 2 eat lunch at thai express..lol..e food was not bad leh..at

2006-11-27T09:19:00.000+08:00

dis yrs bday was great 1~! lol..at 1st tot will be bad la..cos workin ma..lol..den some more thur got shortage of goods..den spoil my mood le..fri e shortages seem worst..lol..but den... my day go beta! lol ard evenin was veri veri stress lo.! lol..stayed till ard 7+, tot can go off le..wanted 2 take my bag..den mr chong ask every1 2 gather back..i tot he wanna brief us tings..aiyo.. 原来 is not!

2006-11-12T08:20:00.000+08:00

didnt update for quite long again..lol..since fri has been gg back to sch for OT!! lol..but i muz admit its quite fun leh..lol..but quite tirin 2 check for mistakes..haix..reali headache man..lol.. fri stayed till 11+pm. Khoo Yu they all stayed till almost 1am sia..haix..still cannot find e errors!! wah..den sat went back sch again at ard 9+ am. lol..was late nar but lucky mr chong later den me

2006-11-07T17:27:00.000+08:00

its been sometime since i updated. LOL..nth much to update ba..everyday in sch..quite slack.. but cannot say tt slack oso..tml on i tink sure a lot of work..lol..cos got 2 key in the sales fr fusion and value shop..lol..fri got OT oso..!! got to stay back to key in the stuff..lol..excited but den oso sian diao..lol..but i dun mind nar..hehe.. my team mates quite funny..esp tt cyw!! lol..always

2006-11-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

我的心又烦了。。真的好烦啊！！ I really don't know what I want anymore... Really tired of holdin on, yet I can't let him go... Really tired of going against parents, yet I don't want to listen to them either... I want to have my own thinkings and opinion and be able to voice out my own opinion but something always seem to hold me back. What is holding me back?! my fears?! my worries?! my stupid thoughts?! my

2006-10-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

haha..oct ending..nov comin..means my bday oso drawing nearer le..dis time of e year parents will ask wat i wan..i always say dun noe..or nth..lol..actually i reali dun wan or need anyting..wat i look for when shoppin is all buy for fun de..so how shld i ans them leh..? LOL..bu touched they wanna get me sth la..yeapyeap in actual fact..wat i wan..they oso wun give..e onli wish i have is for them

2006-10-26T12:36:00.000+08:00

omg..here so bored sia..haix..nth 2 do..bring shows come here watch oso sian..lol..not much of a tv person anymore..haha..except e 9pm shows..LOL.. thx ah yen darling for ur concern n support yest ^^. Thx Kent & bryan for your advises..!! Thx Hwee Hua for listenin 2 my craps ^^. reali reali appreciate those hu care for me n though i may flare when u tell the truth..but i have 2 admit tings that

2006-10-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

haix...心好乱哦！我到底又怎么了？昨晚我们又吵架了。。i cried again..y everytime he ask if reali wanna end it again..i'll say no..but deep inside do i reali wan 2 end it? end all our sufferrin and hurt and pain..常痛不如短痛。。why?! we reali love each other..yet it's so hard to be together.... mother.. y u forbid..? he is not as bad as u think..haix.. i reali feel so... friday i wanna go out wif emrs frdx..but den scared

2006-10-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

was bored so went 2 a blog juz now..saw tis there so decided 2 post it in my blog..lol..sorry if its copyrighted.. ~~~~~Guys~~~~~ 1) Pls be more sensitive and focus more on ur gf's needs.(not sexual needs,PLS!) 2) If u have no idea how the pain feels like when a girl is having their menstual cramp jolly well shut ur mouth and rub our tummy for us. 3) Nv keep an unknown girls photo n tell us

2006-10-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

24mins left till gg hm time..!! haha..veri bored..2day a bit slack sia..haix..a bit sian..lucky got my laptop..lol..yeah yeah.. last nite chat wif a frd..haha..dam funny la..kept crappin..den time past so fast..haha.. talk n talk..slpt pretty late..aiyo..den dis mornin a bit blur blur de..lol..brain not functioning veri well..den dad offered 2 drive me 2 sch..i took up on tt offer..lol..cos

2006-10-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

festive team's job seem 2 b getting more n more..lol..but so far..still can manage thx to our efficient leader..n of cos our team work..!! lol.. a bit bhb hor..haha..but quiet true..though sometimes there are tings 2 rush out n stuff but we are quite fast..i tink its cos our team cannot sit there n do nth ba..lol.. 2day 2 new members joined festive..!! welcome cheryl and lambert.. =) lambert

2006-10-15T16:17:00.000+08:00

yest was our mthly anni again..!! lol..got 2 spend time wif him..happy..of cos parents part..haix.. anyway yest i went 2 vivocity..lol..nice place..there's a garden..veri big sia..!! lol..heard fr don tt part of it is his frd design de..cool sia..nite time e garden look more romantic la..yeap..lol..but of cos its a place for frdx 2 hang out oso ^^ went to watch silk yest..lol..reach there had a

2006-10-13T15:20:00.001+08:00

2day lunch time celebrated daphne and Kelvin's bday..lol..tml is kelvin's bday n mon is daphne's bday..lol..took lots of pics..lol...shall update a few onli ba..haha.. us..!! Eunice, Hui Wen, Ebby, Moii, Cheng De, Yong Wee, Khoo Yu and Kelvin.. haha..Yong Wee always kana bullied by us..lol..hu ask him always say wrong tings..lol..funny group of ppl.. ^^ Us again..lol..omg..i look so fat..!!

2006-10-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

ok..hui wen n ebby n eunice noe my blog add le..lol..type tings here muz b careful..lol..some1 say i always type her name here..lol..ps la..not cos ur name shortest..is we're closest in e team ma..lol so ya.. hmm..tml we'll b celebrating daphne n kelvin's bday..lol..hui wen is gonna get e cake.. lol..yeapyeap.. 2day we did brainstormin..den rehearse speech..edit report..Khoo Yu's eng veri

2006-10-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

2day not reali in e mood..haix.. anyway 2day sales hit our target..!! lol..tt's good news..haha..but tml dun noe how 2 hit our target sia..if we dun sell off e ex items..lol..nvm..gambatte..~~!! ^^ im a cashier..quite stress leh..lol..den i seem 2 always make mistake..den muz cancel n rewrite..n sign..lol..hope tml i wun so careless ^^ wonder where shld we go on sat..sian..lol..sg is so small..

2006-10-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

sch is getting quite stress..lol..or rather more work is startin to get in..wah..but i tink still can manage la..cos we have a GOOD leader!! ^^ he reali efficient la..if its me..sure die..lol..cannot reali plan tings well de..hmm..got 1 wk i need 2 be chairperson to hold meetin..OMG..!! sure die de..ask me take mins still can..host meetings..aiyo..but nvm..i have 2 learn!! ^^ hmm..sat comin liao

2006-10-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

now in sch free access lab..boring sia..lol...now break but not hungry so nv eat..lol..waitin for 1.45pm to come den go for team building games. lol..now currently nth 2 do.. he asked me go have dinner tonite de..but hor he asked me at 12 mid nite last nite.. aiyo i wanna go..haix..if parents not so zzz...i str away say ok liao..now muz wait till next wk den can see him..haix..sick n tired of

2006-10-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

end up didnt do reflections 2nites ago..lol..was too tired..so nap a while, while watitin for baby to call me. lol..n he finally called..!! lol..so happy can chat wif baby lol..miss him 2 much le..lol..den chat a while lo..den abt 1 put down fone le..though chat onli 30mins but i happy le lol..last nite didnt chat, both tired..lol..2nite..lookin forward 2 chat ^^ den shall update diary oso ba..

2006-10-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

another tirin day..lol..but i tink its was more fun den yest ba..yeap..talked a lot 2 daphne *finally got 2 noe how 2 spell her name* and ebby..lol..n chat a lil wif kelvin oso..he such a quiet guy..lol or mayb he not used 2 mixin wif girls..lol..den he talked less but if get 2 noe beta i tink he'll talk more ba..lol..got 2 noe more abt ebby n daphne..lol..ebby got bf oso..haha..nice ^^ they oso

2006-10-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

2day start TEP liao..say wat orientation bluff ppl de..lol..orientation onli like 2hrs or 1hr ++ nia.. e rest was briefing for our "job" actually not call briefin ba..more of teachin..haha..but was so bored there la..so boring..slpt oso..den keep wantin 2 slp..lol..lucky got dis guy in front of me block me fr cher..lol..but still didnt dare slp la..but kept wantin 2 slpin..break faster go buy swt

2006-10-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

like py mei..got a veri long entry 2 write..haha..for 2days de..her bday n 2day..lol.. aiyo i still need 2 deco my blog sia..but now sch reopen tml..dun noe got time 2 do not sia..zzz..shall put frdlist up 1st..if i got time lata..lol.. fri py mei bday ma..lol..at 1st thur me n him quarrelled den he say he dun wan 2 meet me liao..zzz..but nite time he called me n say he comin..aiyo..he got mood

2006-09-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha..suddenly feel like sayin that lol..dun noe y oso.. heard hwee gg 2 attach to marketing service centre for TEP..zzz..den she say if ppl nv call me means i not in MSC le..haix..sad will separate fr her..zzz..hope wun separate fr poh eng man.. but nvm..me n poh eng say lunch break go gym yeap yeap..mon is my dooms day..haix..will noe where im attach to. worried will kana cheers man..DUN

2006-09-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

today baby came my place again..lol..den finally cooked e pasta i wanna eat since last wk..lol..i cooked sia..!! lol..happy happy..but den i cookin half way baby came into kitchen..zzz..den end up he did e sauce..lol..but i still cooked more..!! lol..nvm..next time den cook sth else for him ^^ hmm..e pasta was okok la..but i tink e sauce a bit 2 thick..lol..eat 2 much veri err..yeap..but 1st time

2006-09-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

haha..read e "compo" again..lol..tink veri babish writing leh..lol..so stupid n crappy e compo..lol nvm la..shall not delete it..lol..keep for reminding myself nv 2 write another 1 again! lol.. anyway, yest went out wif vinc cousin again..lol..was another new experience..lol.. nice~~ met him ard 1. lol..was a bit late though..but hor it was not my fault..!! lol..i got ready veri early le..but

2006-09-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

ok..here's e compo i promised 2 write..lol..i tink its a bit weird la..so confusin de e compo..lol. but they are juz my tots.. n pardon my eng..i noe it sux..lol.. Jealousy This word comes from “jealous”. I checked up the dictionary and found the following meaning: 1. Jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another’s success or advantage

2006-09-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

baby..GOOD LUCK FOR UR PAPER TML..!! ^^ thx for 2day, reali reali exjoyed it though didnt go out or wat..lol..muacks. baby came find me 2day reached abt 8.50am lol..early hor..muacks. den i made him promise he'll study for tml paper..den e whole day was buggin him 2 study la..haha..yeap watched tv. den ard 10+ went NTUC to buy food cos hungry ma..den baby fry e food..lol..left some food for later

2006-09-13T09:34:00.000+08:00

haix..results is out..!! omg..i deproved again..!! zzz..but den i dun feel tt upset le ba..yeap..ppl say its ok i did my best le..but den as usual its not my best..lol..i noe i've been slackin whole sem. haix..but e onli module i did my hmwk i actually got a C..!! e lowest..!! how did tt happened? n my worst modules which i totally didnt understand got an A?! actually i tink i deserved those

2006-09-08T20:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA DAR..!! =) dun noe if u received my sms last nite..lol..hope u did ba.. miss ya girl..hope u had a great 1. hmm.. meaning in wateva way u like b it a simple normal daily life yet receivin msg fr frdx n fam or outin out n have fun. =) true tt as u get older u'll get more responsibilities..but i noe n believe u can handle them =) stay happy yea? lol..miss ya n rem to smile dis

2006-09-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

2day baby n yi mei suppose come my place..but as expected yi mei sure wake up late..lol..but was still waitin for her sms la..but lol..80% of me knew she sure not comin again..lol..mayb she read dis sure hurt..but hor i was disappointed oso la..i reali reali was waitin for 2day 2come de leh..den both of them didnt come..sian diao la..den im left all alone again..zzz..was reali upset la..!! had a

2006-08-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..every1 not feeling well..so end up not gg out wif hwee they all le..zzz..den msg him..he say meet at my place lo..sigh..wonder wat shld i eat for lunch. lol.. mayb lata den decide or wat ba.. ya.. hmm..here's some note 2myself: 1. dun add whip cream in starbuck drinks, will destroy e taste of e drink. *as in cant reali taste the flavour* 2. going out can juz find a place 2 chill..sit down n

2006-08-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

2day went out wif my cousin vincent..lol..was nice n different experience nar..lol..not a bad kinda life..but need 2 b rich..lol..went to tcc eat..lol..i open e menu..wah..was worried i dun have enough money 2 pay..lol..den juz order lo..yeap..den aft tt e bill came den i asked if he wan pay den i pay him back or wat..cos i oso dun noe how much 2 pay ma..lol..den he juz say anyting den end up he

2006-08-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

OMG..!! im bored..!! haix..reali bored leh..howhowhow?! hmm..mum asked me to fold clothes n iron..zzz a bit lz n no mood 2 do housework now..lol..mayb lata..yeap BoiiBoii got food poisonin..=( hope he's ok..yeap..hope he went 2 see e doc too. i miss him man..he called dis mornin den i realised how much i've miss him..!!! lol..miss his hugs, his craps n his company..lol.. still waitin for dad 2

2006-08-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

i'm back..!! past few days was at ah gong's funeral.. sigh.. at first i tink i was weird la..i didnt felt a ting when i heard e news..but nearing e place i felt tears wanna come out..but i held back..haix.. heard he accepted Christ at his last breath..so i believe he is now in e House of GOD.. eternal rest grant unto him, Oh Lord, and may perpetual light shine upon him. May he rest in peace. Let

2006-08-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

<> by Cecelia Ahern tt is a great book man..!! though its fiction but it shows e life of a 5yr old to teenage yrs..to makin lots of mistakes..till 50.. shows the process of growin up..i dun mean literally..i mean emotionally growing up. Fr getting hurt..till getting preg n look aft own children lookin aft children..e bond of a supportive fam..e bond of siblings..e frdship bond..rs-bond..

2006-08-16T14:19:00.000+08:00

yay..!! found a skin i like a lot..lol..wah..do till head pain le wor..lol..oh well..i still love it..hehe.. haha..i've got nth 2 update le..zzz..life is so boring..lol..

2006-08-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

wah..12th aug went out wif yi mei, baby, n 3 of yi mei frdx..ohh n ah liang came oso..haha..was talkin abt his cat, den baby called ah liang but no reply..lol..lata he called baby back..den end up he say wan come meet baby..lol..total 7 of us..lol..not bad..more ppl e more merry..yeap.. met yi mei at amk at abt 3..lol..but den last min baby changed say meet 3.30 aiyo..den we 2 mei nu waiting

2006-08-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

woohoo~~!! the battle is done..but still dun noe hu won..haha..i tink dis sem i sure get all c or d nia..haix..there goes my GPA..sure drop again..!! i wanna cry le man..oh well..results out on e 13th sept.!! hope hope n pray..!! but ya..i noe i did wat i cld le..mayb not e best but well..its over. =) hmm.. HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED..!! hehe..guess im gonna slack at hm most of e time..oh

2006-08-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

juz saw ah yen's blog..hope she is ok.. yeaps.. i didnt noe u went thru tt stage of hurt, pain, cries and thoughts.. sorry.. i was not there..well..sayin sorry dun help..i didnt noe.. hope your frdx n you are by ur side now. =) i guess when one is sad e world seem 2 fall on them even though subconciously they noe they are other frdx n family. but deep inside there's still loneliness. haix.. i

2006-08-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha..yest was so slack when 2day got paper..haix..but at nite i did study nar..i was confident i could do most..hu noes..!! e topic i tot ez came out so chim..!! haix..actually i had a lot of time 2 do de..but den i dun noe how 2 do..!! 35marks gone..!! haix..plus in front got like 10marks gone le? how 2 get my A/B sia? haix..oh well..hope there's moderation ba.. haix~~~ yest mornin woke

2006-08-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

honestly..i've nth 2 update..lol.. 2day went hwee house..lol..quite fun nar..hehe..studied..talked.. lol.. watch tv..ooh..her dad cook for us..!! lol..not bad la e cookin..beta den mine..lol..i ate fin e veg sia..lol..but a bit salty..but i still tink its nice leh..hehe.. actually alex wanted 2 go de..lol..but den he wantd leave..her dad say cook fin le..eat le den go lo..haha..den he stayed.

2006-07-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..2day watched lake house...!! haha..nice story..! its touchin n all..but hor e story line a bit weird nar..a bit unrealistic..lol..for tt i'll give hmm..3.5stars/5stars. yeapyeap. but was touchin n all..i teared sia..its been long time since i teared for a show..lol..keane reeves is handsome sia..lol..though juz now i say okok la..haha..but in tt show he handsome nar..!! omg.. *sry dun

2006-07-28T18:53:00.000+08:00

2day meet ah yen..lol..though got some awkward moments like both dun noe wat 2 talk..but den was still fun sia..lol..still chat a lot..yeapyeap..hehe..happy sia..wed can meet her again..lol.. though we not as close as e past. its ok. im glad we are still frdx..n there are still times when u pei wo when i was fan. hope you'll give me e chance 2 share ur probs oso. yeap yeap.. den we'll b e best

2006-07-27T17:44:00.000+08:00

2day gone crazy lol..esp when break time..suppose 2 study de..haix..but den end up playin uno. lol..tml muz study ar..! tml got 5hr break sia..sianx..law push back e timing..sigh..!! den end later tml..but aft tt meetin baby ba..yeap.. poh eng n her wei xiang..! lol..i like him oso leh..but hor i not as crazy a fan as her.. lol.. but he shuai la..hehe..i like his voice oso..!! haha..yeap yeap..

2006-07-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

mum got her job le..!! lol..congrats mum..hehe..tml start work..heard not bad oso.but have 2 see workin condition ba..dun wan my mum so stress le..yeap..hmm..now dun noe hols wanna work or enjoy not..cos last hols le..haha..aft tt is grad liao..we shall see..lol..*most prob slack..but veri borin leh..lol* hmm..mum's work is onli 6mths..aft tt hope she can cont sia..hope e girl cont her studies..

2006-07-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

wahaha..finally can update on my date on fri..lol..skipped e last lesson den went out wif baby.. met him at his house 1st..den ard 2+ left his house n went town..yeap..den go watch pirates of e carribean 2..dead man's chest. lol..nice sia..e effects all so cool..!! its linked 2 part 1..lol..e movie veri long leh..abt 2hr+ yeap yeap.. movie fin..some1 suddenly "jumped" on my shoulder..lol..got a

2006-07-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

wahahaha...2day go gym..!! lol..next thur gg play badminton..!! lol..excited hope can book dao e court..lol..if not go gym again lo..haha..most prob 10 of ur go..sia la..lol..like gg fightin like tt..lol.. wah aft went gym ate a lot sia..haix...feel so giulty now leh.. sobx..ate 1 banana..1 papaya..1 e pancake ting wif cheese..den reach hg pt buy sausage..!! omg..so fattening.. T.T i muz start my

2006-07-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

daddy..!! are u ok?! plz dun sad sad..though i noe lata u come back u sure try 2 keep ur emo 2 urself or 2 mum nia..but ya..dun sad..!! T.T haix..heard fr mum tt dad called back juz now he sounded sad..is it true? haix.. i noe he went for an interview dis mornin..for another position in the co "is it call co? dun noe..shall juz say co lol" but he went there all mostly poly grads..haix..den of

2006-07-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

ah ma yest came over my house 2 stay over..lol..but nth much 2 talk 2 her abt..but see her oso like veri sad n poor ting..but i tink she veri cute la..lol.. juz now dad wanna bring her go see doc ong for her leg..but she dun wan..den they 2 veri cute la..like dad is my ah ma's father ask her see doc den she dun wan..haha..den argue lo..lol..end up ah ma won..wahahahahaha..so cute..!! haha.. e

2006-07-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

haix..mama mon not gg work le..omg..!! tot wed he can come find me..but haix..now my transport so pain le nar..i cannot always go meet him at his place le leh..haix..i wan cry le la..!! like tt my hols he sure cannot come le..haix..den i dun noe how le nar..!! so fed up rite now..if hols dun meet den dun noe when can meet le nar..!!!!!!! cos 2nd sem tep everyday till 5 or 6 leh..haix.. i wan cry

2006-07-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

haix..im gettin moody again..!! everytime i tink abt our prob, i get upset all over again..haix..i admit we are getting stronger..closer.. but our biggest obstacles is still my parents..haix..yyy?! everytime i read frd's blog abt their fun time wif bf..parents acceptin their parents blah blah.. i get sad..but i tink abt how he care for me i feel beta..but haix..e prob is still there nar..

2006-06-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..~~ happy mood now..aft sch was super moody n sad nar..my biz acct is confirm 100% fail le nar..!! stupid..i cant bal e cash flow sia..haix..sianx nor..den aft tt he decided not 2 go walk walk..haix..i wanted go shan xin de..but he lz..den suan le nor..he keep sayin "excuse" den i oso sianx..den i told him my paper die le..den sms him say i sad nar..no mood..lol..den he say i go his

2006-06-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

2006-06-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

wahaha..yest i reach hm at 11.45 i tink..i noe i reached amk at 11.30..lol..1st time so late go back sia..happy..!! haha..but onli was cos had a concert..yeap..concert ended at abt 9.43pm..den baby ask me wanna have supper not..but abit scared la..cos so late le..dun noe wat 2 tell parents..haix no choice i wanna spend more time wif baby ma..esp since we've nv been out so long..lol..den end up no

2006-06-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..2day peiyi came my house..lol..end up helpin her do maths..!! lol..wah..rem e days i had 2 crack my brain for maths..nv tot i will have 2 crack my brains for maths aft o lvl again..lol but it was fun doin leh..lol..esp algebra..lol..had lunch..den aft tt talk..hmm..den she juz left not long ago..go find her bf..lol..hope lata they wun quarrel..!! eddie ar..muz pei her lo..cannot slack..

2006-06-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

when will i get e feeling of belonging?! haix..im so sick n tired of feeling left out..!! haix..forget it..dun wan 2 tink anymore..!! all i noe is i'll nv belong..!! not even in my family..sometimes feel tt my fam is so far apart though we laugh n joke..but e communication is not there..ARGH..!! i'll juz live in my own lonely world of pain... ere's a shout out to poh eng n srn.. HAPPY SWT 18TH.

2006-06-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

AHHH~~~ i wanna cry le...haix..i lost my ring..!!!! haix...it has 2 b somewhere at hm..cos i back hm yest wif it..!! took it off in t bathroom b4 bath..when i rem i forgot 2 wear back 2day go find not in toilet le..!! haix..asked mum..noe wat she actually said.!? "lost nvm la.." she muz b dam happy inside la..she hated tt ring..she hated it tt its e ring he gave me..!! she hated him for givin my

2006-06-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

2day went out wif sis..lol..ok la..but i tink she was bored..cos we diff freq..haix..lol..but okie la.. still got chat chat..we took neoprints..lol..but den e picutres are so SMALL..!! sobx..we wanted 2 choose how many ppl de..den dun noe how come suddenly fin..haix..mayb is cos not enough time? dun noe oso..oh well..i tink e pics were great..lol..shall upload it soon..mayb tml ba..yupx..

2006-06-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

wahahaha..miss ah yen darling already..lol..met wif her for lunch 2day..lol..quite fun sia..ok la..i tink we were a bit dun noe wat 2 say..den tink of wat den say but ya..it GREAT 2 see her again..!! lol..den ate mac..lol..she ate fries i ate a meal..lol..den eat n chat..den nearly end tt time saw michelle tan..!! lol..so qiao..lol..ok lo..say hi..den they both crap a bit..lol..we chat abt e old

2006-06-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

2day jap was okok la..lol..though was veri nervous when doin the test..lol..hmm..1st gave my speech cut short a lot cos cher say dun need so long..lol..den is conversation..lol..she ask abt piano cos i say my hobby is playin e piano ma..lol..den is picture time..haha..but e picture is diff fr our norm oral..lol..dis 1 is ask e price n telephone no. 2 read out..lol..quite ez la..but e prob is i

2006-06-05T17:49:00.000+08:00

明天有日语考试。。sianx..lol..dun noe can make it not..cos is speech..!! omg..haix.. juz now aft tax extra lesson..lol..den we all almost write same tings..but i lol..oh well..hmm..hope tml okiez ba..lata need 2 go rem my speech..lol..せんせい say cannot look at speech..sianx..lol..but we juz peek can ba? lol i miss him sia..sigh..but will he cherish me like he used 2 to? baby.. do u tink of me as often

2006-06-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

wah..finally can update..tt day update fin liao..cannot save..den i diao..lz 2 retype everyting..!! lol now forget wat i typed le..sianx..lol..oh well..nvm nvm..hehe yi meimei rs well..full of uncertainties of her own..hope she will sort tings out soon..!! jia you girl..!! hehe..mayb dis time give urself a chance 2 prove ur fears..okie? huggiex..!! cant wait for wed 2 come..lol..yupyup..hehe..

2006-05-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

i have totally nth 2 update..oh man..lol..is my life tt boring?! juz 1 ting 2 add..exam is 7WEEKS away!! n im still slackin when i dun noe more den half of my subjects..haix..im dead meat.

2006-05-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

2day cut my hair..omg..everytime i cut everytime i will wonder how 2 make it look as nice as e hair stylist do de..lol..cos he put a lot of ting ma..den i put le..e effect oso diff de..sianx..at 1st i tink its okie la..but now hor..aiyo..cos i slpt..wake up hair so messy liao..lol..he said my perm still have so when he cut..den put dun noe wat lotion..den got e curls again..lol..sianx..sure kana

2006-05-27T09:27:00.000+08:00

pardon my entry yest..will was frustrated..n will always talk n type nonsense..nah..i wun kill myself..but ya..i guess there was b a pt of time when part of me dies..killin myself will b unlike me..i've already come this far n tolerated dis far..killing myself will onli mean im stupid..lol.. well..hope 2day will b a beta day..shld i cut my hair?! lol..but cut here n there is still e same de..

2006-05-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

FRUSTRATION~~! sry i shouted..sry for everyting..i noe sry is such a simple word yet i cant even say 2 u face to face..i onli noe how 2 say words which hurt u..haix..im a bad dotter, mum..mayb u shld juz give up on me..den i wun feel bad if i b selfish n kill myself...

2006-05-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

argh..!! type half way e com hang..now muz retype..dun noe got enough time not n can rem..lol..ok here goes.. yest got biz acct ICA..haix..at 1st tot e paper ok la..quite ez..lol..hu noe aft tt compare ans realised i forgot 2 add or minus a lot of stuff..!! haix..sure die liao lo like tt..biz finance die...tax die..next wk cost acct oso another gonna..den biz law..haix..ok la..biz law still ok

2006-05-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

omg ~~ biz finance ICA will a killer man..or mayb i juz didnt study enough..haix..i tot i can liao..but den e paper came..i was totally blank lo..haix..hope those parts which i can do can make me pass ba..sigh..worried..~~ sobx.. tml biz accting paper..lata wanna go redo 1 tut..e rest read thru ba..yupx..hope tml paper will b alright..if not im reali die dis sem..!! haix..taxation im oso lost

2006-05-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

fri came back.. my ah ma called ard evening time to 8pm.. said my ah gong fainted..!! we were so shocked tot wat happened..i oso shocked..so old liao..fainted leh..den he was rushed to e hospi.. den lata nite time my dad anxious..den keep tryin contact his siblings but like all unreachable.. den my ah ma called again..they ask wat happen..den my dad frustrated faster rushed 2 e hospi 2 wait for e

2006-05-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

2day met wif pei yi mei n her bf..!! lol..ok la..her bf not bad..hehe..cute lookin..guai lookin oso.. haha..dun look like tings she said?! haha..pei yi ar..naughty..bad mouth bf..haha..jkjk..hmm..but he reali treat u quite good.. =) so forgivin him was rite.. yupx.. so wat u tink of aaron leh? haha..esp since e endin of our outin was eer..haha..but ok la..he treat me not tt bad de..juz tt

2006-05-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY ALEX..!! haha..paiseh ar..forget 2 sms wish u..haha.. hmm..2day nth much happen la..but dis few times life seems beta in poly..lol..much fun n laughter cos of a certain BEE TING!! haha..she la..always crack lame jokes..talk 2 her can die of laughter..haha..even if wat she say not funny will still laugh de..cos of e way she say it.. aiyo..lol..funny person.. X) yest NE seminar was a

2006-05-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

wah..2day e tax test..i tink was okok leh..lol..but den 2marks fly liao..lol..they ask wat is qualitative test..i go write e quantitative test..lol..sianx..didnt go study tt part ma..nv tot they will ask..lol..nvm ba..learn fr it.. x) den aft e test got 2hrs break!! omg..so waste of time lo..mr chee shld juz cont..lol..i tink when he teach in e make up lecture every1 restless le..haix..i cant

2006-05-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY..!! lol..haix..i feel like a bad daughter..!! nv do anyting for mum..lol..den paiseh 2 even wish her..sobx..mi bad hor..now learning how 2 make a simple cake for mum..lol.. mayb tml aft sch go buy ingridents 2 "bake" lol..hope tml is success man.. juz now got married in maple..lol..high man..haha..dun noe can last how long e marriage..lol..didnt go ask baby..haha..2nite den

2006-05-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

wahaha..lots 2 update 2day..lol..okok la..not tt much but ya excited day..lol.. 1st when sch at 8am..though it was elearn..lol..but didnt tell parents so yupx.. anyway dad oso gonna fetch his frd..den reach sch change..den go khatib..lol..2wait for poh eng go gym..lol..reach there was early ma..cos meet her 9am..den decide go 2 e park where i saw ppl swinging tt time..lol..go out den realise tt

2006-05-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

im so tired now..!! lol..lesson started at 10 2day end at 5..haix..though got 3hrs break cos biz finance was elearn..but still tired..haix..e 3hrs break spent 2hrs doin proj..but end up nowhere haix..waste my time sia didnt felt like stayin in sch de..lol..but nvm la..yup yup..but ya still tirin.. now dun noe those qn i did for proj correct not..haix..i took so long 2 do sia..sad..oh well..hope

2006-05-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

now havin break till 3..sianx lo..act is gg hm le..haix..den got make up lecture for tax..omg.. sianx lata sure veri veri veri confuse..haha..plus ict proj already so chim..!! lol..sianx.. mama bday comin le..dun noe wat shld i get..head pain man..hope got inspiration of present come soon..haha..sis say she go sch ss got anyting..hmm..but i wanna get sth special..haix..but i noe sth she will

2006-05-04T03:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYBELLE NU ER!! 17 le wor..time flies..tt time noe u..u were my mentee den became my nu er..lol..i was sec4..u sec3..wah..so fast 2yrs passed le..lol..hope u enjoyin poly life in tp.. =) hope you'll have a wonderful bday..!! daddy n mummy miss ya.. =P finally my NE article done..lol..feels so great to complete a task..lol..but dun tink i did tt great a job..gonna read thru it

2006-05-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

woohoo..NE article gonna write fin le..lol..but den dun noe wat i writing oso..lol..nvm..ask ppl help me proof read. lol.. hope can ba..haha..but my para like all no link de..haha..oh well..hope can ba.. hee.. baby start sch le..hehe..hope he'll study harder dis yr.. =) jia you baby...!! 2day went gym wif Poh Eng..lol..now leg aching like mad man..lol..tml gg studyin wif faz n Poh Eng ba..hehe..

2006-04-27T14:04:00.000+08:00

now in sch lab doin NE..sianx..break till 3..lol..1hr here le..but i still cant get anyting out..!! oh man..!! fed up sia..dun noe wat 2 write..keep deleting..lol..act hanting n beeting wif me de..den they dun wan do..haix..sianx lo..den they pei pe n faz go tut rm? there nth 2 do sia..lol..some more i dun wanna waste my time ma..lol..yupyup..i not as hardworkin as them go hm will study some more

2006-04-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

wah..sch's been tirin man..lots of work 2 rush..short assignments to do..proj comin up..haix..oh man..dun noe how can i manage ar..haix..sianx wor..hmm..next wk gonna have a few days elearn..lol..muz start on proj n start revisin le..if not lata part of e sem..i sure die man..haix.. mum started work 2day..wonder how was it..hmm..hope dis job wun make her life miserable wor..yupyup.. sis's syf

2006-04-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

oh man..now every1 stressin over taxation..lol..includin me..!! omg..its so hard..!! im missin my chi show cos of it..lol..but nvm ba..lata go watch desperate housewife n do..lol..worst come 2 worst stay up lo..most prob have 2 stay up le..haix.. 2day aft sch went 2 meet baby..lol..or rather he come find me..though he a bit late la.. lol..but nvm..hehe..cos by e time i reach e mrt..he was on e

2006-04-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

2day baby class got bbq..he ask me go de..but i dun wan..lol..tired..1st wk of sch so tired le man.. got 2 new assignments muz hand up by next wk..n got tons of hmwk!! haix..but end up 2day oso didnt do much..onli biz acct..lata mayb gonna go biz finance..lol..dun wanna go oso cos dun wanna b extra? i sure cannot fit in de..cos i can nv fit in anywhere? on n off feelin..oh well..its ok..im happy

2006-04-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

haix..i dam fed up now lo..dun noe wat shld i do..haix..sat he ask me go his class bbq..he say he dun feel likg gg de..den when his classmate call..end up he go.? wat e hell..lol..but aiya..nvm..its good for him 2 go wif class..hopefully tt can make him go sch? lol..hmm..i reali veri fed up now la.. dun noe shld i go..go leh..wat shld tell parents..? dun go leh..how tell him? but i tink if i go..

2006-04-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

back 2 sch 2day..lol..was a bit sianx..n felt a bit out of place..haix..but well..shall try 2 blend in.. yupx..hmm..so fast got hmwk le..sianx..dun noe shld i do not..lol..told myself muz start 2 work harder le..esp since i forgot most of my work? haix..mayb lata shall do it..while watchin tv..lol..n sianx lo..i tot ICT application is fun de..haix..but den is so chim de..plus..everywk oso got

2006-04-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

change my blog skin..lol..created by me..!! haha..happy happy..lol..but i tink many sure tink its not nice de..oh well..lol..i didnt put e pw tingy..dun noe shld i put not..lol..but i noe a lot of my frdx dun noe e pw den cannot get in lol..if i decide 2 put again i shld b puttin same de ba.."imisshim" lol..yupx.. happy 38mths..!! lol..cant believe so fast 38mths passed le..lol..hope many more

2006-04-09T13:49:00.000+08:00

last nite 11.11pm den reach hm..lol..cos sent chris n maine hm ma..lol..was alrite ba..but e atmosphere is not so exciting? but well..veri vrei happy 2 meet up wif them..lol..gave jemin her pressie..lol..but useless me..always forget tings..forgot return jie her file n money..!! man..lol left house ard 5 ba..den meet jie n sent her 2 her chalet..den we cycle 2 find e rest..den found them but jie

2006-04-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

woohoo..so excited abt lata..!! hehe..cant wait 2 c my gang again..!! lol..hmm..its been ages since i saw them..they sure say i fat le..sianx..lol..plus my hair will look funny..haha..yupyup..lata muz take pics wor..hehe..sigh..i wish i can stay over nite cos jie got fam chalet ma..but haix..doubt i can anyway..heck le ba..can go i shld b happy le..yupx.. i miss baby badly man..sigh..sch gonna

2006-04-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

new tears welling up inside now..how shld i start? i oso dun noe..mind is in a mess..dun noe wat 2 tink either..its like everyting is comin back..frdship..rs..parents..responsibilities..haix..y do i always trap myself? when i can juz rebel n everyting is beta for me..?! cos deep inside i noe its not true..if i rebel..everyting will b worst.. start wif frdship ba..i noe everytime since sec3 i've

2006-04-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

i reali pity her..is it call pity? everytime i hurt her..i feel so dam bad n like im e most hateful person in e world..how can i hurt her? aft all she has been thru for me n e fam? sometimes i reali hate myself for doin tings im doin..wat m i tryin 2 prove anyway?! i dun noe.. but sometimes it reali get on my nerve..i love her..but i tink she dun believe i do..seeing her worry abt job..us..dad